Saturday, February 20, 2010

Getting Fit

Despite my efforts, this slave has hit a plateau in getting fit and losing weight. i am exercising six out of seven days a week for 75 minutes. i do 25-30 minutes of cardio with the balance of time going to weights. I feel fit, but seem to have hit a threshold i cannot pass.

Getting fit is important to me and Master. In addition to feeling and looking better, Master has created incentives for me to get in shape. Every time i lose 5 pounds, Master releases me from chastity and allows me to cum. He has also said that he will allow me to have a tattoo when i get below a certain weight (currently about 7 pounds from now). When i lose another 17 pounds, Master will allow me to get new nipple rings with a higher gauge.

i can point to two factors standing in my way. i count Weight Watcher points online. it's a method that's proven to work for me in the past. Weight Watchers allots you a daily limit of food points. In addition to your daily points, you have 35 points that you can use during the week. You can also earn exercise points that can be subtracted from your weekly total. If your total number of points used in week does not exceed your allotment, you should lose weight.

i have been using all my daily points and weekly points and heavily relying on earned exercise points to lose weight. That has worked until now.

Master and i discussed how to get beyond this barrier. He wants me to use only my daily points. i will not be allowed to dip into the weekly reserve points. Combined with exercise, i think this will get me back on track.

Another factor standing in my way: My right knee started bothering me a few weeks ago. i had to stop jogging. Memphis has had a particularly cold winter, so i had been jogging on a treadmill at the gym. i think the treadmill bothered my knees. Not being able to jog has really set me back. Jogging and running helps me earn a lot of exercise points that enhance weight loss.

However, lately, my knee has felt better. Today, i hope to jog outdoors. It's warmer. HURRAY! Master plans to give me a ride to the gym this morning. After a cardio warmup on bike or elliptical machine, i plan to lift weight and then jog home. i plan to go easy on the knee.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Punished

When i got home yesterday, Master paddled me for my lack of self control at dinner the night before. Master instructed me to bring Him a beer and a snack in the living room. After his snack, Master told me that i could choose between a small green salad or vegetable broth for dinner. Since it was a cold day, i chose the broth. i made a regular meal for Master. During dinner i was grateful for Master's punishment and interest in helping me focus on eating well and reasonably.

After cleaning the table and kitchen after dinner, i begged Master for some time in isolation. Master instructed me to clear the floor of my closet. While standing in front of Him, Master placed a gag in my mouth, a blindfold over my eyes and a hood over my head. He ordered me to lie on the floor of the closet. Master then clasped restraints on my ankles and on my wrists behind my back. Master checked on me once in the hour or so i spent in the dark closet. While inside, i meditated about my commitment to the fitness goals my Master agreed to. I vowed to myself that i would do better at resisting temptation.

When Master called me out of the closet, He led me with blindfold and gag still on to O/our bedroom. Master placed a speader bar between my ankles, bent me over the bed and reattached my wrists behind my back. i then felt the leather ribbonstips of Master's flogger brushing the skin of my back. Master took turns lashing my back and ass. i thanked him after each stroke and when Master released me.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Disappointing Master

A text message I sent Master a few minutes ago:

"Master, i counted my ww points from last night. Used 42/29 points - 13 points over what i should have consumed. i feel irresponsible and thought i should share this with you."

I received this reply from Master:

"You were right to tell me, as this calls for stern discipline. You may only have a simple supper tonight. I'm thinking a bowl of ramen noodles and nothing else. Other sanctions will occur."

Monday, February 15, 2010

Mysterious Visitor

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Master and slave discover the pleasures of the aneros

Last weekend was full of tests and training for this slave.

On Friday Master left me at home so that he could spend the night out. He placed an order for a cocktail to be ready and waiting for him when He arrived home that night. This slave had Master's martini chilled and waiting with a snack. When W/we went to bed, Master had me felate Him until He came in my mouth. To keep His slave from begging for attention that night, Master tied His slave's feet and ankles behind is back and told him to go to sleep. i fell asleep, but woke up periodically to change position in the bed. my shoulders and arms became sore through the night. As dawn approached, i spent more time awake than asleep. The experience taught me that sleeping untied in the bed with Master is a privilege. at dawn, i thanked Master for letting me suffer for him.

On Saturday, Master agreed to let this slave purchase an aneros: a device that stimulates the prostate. When W/we brought it home, Master allowed me to wear it. As i walked around the house, the aneros gently rubbed against my prostate. The stimulation also caused my cock to harden and swell againstbthe confines of the cb 6000 that Master locked onto me weeks ago.

Before Master and i went out that night, W/we both agteed that the aneros should be removed. When W/we returned after midnight, Master reinserted the aneros and told me to go to sleep. After a few hours, i noticed Master was awake. W/we began to kiss as i told him how wonderful it felt to sleep with the aneros inside me. It fits comfortably, but gently stimulates my prostate and cock all night. i discovered that I had oozed precum inside my cage for several hours. Master's interest grew. He wanted to give it a try. Master pulled it out of this slaves ass. After washing the aneros, Master allowed me to insert it into his beautiful asshole. As Master laid on his back, i sucked his throbbing cock. The combination of the prostate stimulation from the aneros and my mouth around his cock, made him harder than i am used to. i knew that Master would have no trouble cumming and tried to take my time pleasuring him. After He could take no more He came in His slave's mouth. It made me wonder how great it would feel to have Master fuck me with an aneros engorged cock. Master said He would try it sometime. Master removed the aneros, cleaned it and Himself, and inserted the aneros insdie this slave. i slept with the aneros inside me all night. 

On Sunday, Master and i had breakfast at one of our favorite cafes, but we spent most of the day running separate errands until dinner time. W/we made dinner together.

On Monday morning, i woke up to dress for the gym at 5 am. i walked to the front door and found 3 inches of snow on the ground with snow still falling.  It was beautiful. But the snow meant the gym would be closed.  By 8 am, both Master and i realized that neither of us would be going to work. Master to decided it was a perfect day to clean house. He ordered this slave to clean every room in the house while naked. Master added a twist by locking two small padlocks to my nipple rings and inserting the aneros in my ass. Master took to reading a book as i worked. As i cleaned the house, felt the tugging weight of the padlocks and the rubbing of the aneros against my prostate, my cock grew hard and swelled against the sides of my CB 6000. i kneeled before Master to announce when i finished cleaning a room.  Master inspected each room and was pleased with my work.  After His inspection, Master would bend me over the bed in the Master bedroon and press his body into the aneros and against my prostate. He also spanked me ass as reward.

This slave finished cleaning the house before lunch.  Master prepared tuna fish salad for U/us to eat and asked me to set a towel on the floor near the head of the table in the dining room where He would sit.  He asked me to set out one placemat at His chair.  Master used a leather strap to tie this slave's wrists behind his back and then brought out a metal plate with a mound of tuna fish salad and metal bowl of water. Master ordered me to kneel on the towel. Master then brought out His tuna salad sandwich and drink and set it on the table. Master looked down at me and told me i could eat. However, i waited for Master to begin eating first.

i then leaned down to eat the tasty salad prepared for Master.  After chewing my first bite, i thanks Master for feeding me and complimented Him about how tasty it was. i alternated between eating, chewing and slurping water out of the bowl. After eating all of the tuna salad, Master watched with satisfaction as His slave licked the metal plate clean. Master even let this slave lick the crumbs from his the sandwich left on His plate.  When lunch was over, Master instructed me to continue kneeling on the towel. i heard Master putting away the dishes and cleaning up. i thought how lucky i was to have a Master who enjoyed putting His slave in his place - on the floor at his Master's feet. 

Master returned to the dining room and instructed this slave to go to the guest bedroom.  He set the towel that laid on the floor into the center of the bed and ordered this slave to lie face down on it. Master used neckties to tie my ankles to my already bound wrists and then tied my ankles together.  Master left the room for several minutes as a struggled against my bonds and wondered what would happen next. Master returned to the bedroom completely naked. By this point, my cock began to completely fill the confines of my cb 6000.  Master alternated pressing the aneros into my prostate and spanking me on the ass.  i thanked Master for the attention He was giving me.  Master then turned this slave onto its side so that He could access the slave's mouth and ass.  Master presented hardening cock to this slave. i took Master cock as far down my throat as i could bear until Master obstructed my airway. He held his cock in place until i gasped for air.  For several minutes, He took turns forcing His cock into my throat and pushing the aneros firmly against my prostate. i enjoyed choking on Master's cock.

Master was ready for something new.  He untied his slave and removed the aneros.  Master then laid on top of this slave and informed him that he was about to be fucked. Master breathed heavily in this slave's ear as He fucked His grateful boy. i took great pleasure in the fact that i was giving Master pleasure through His use of my holes. Master's body and cock began to stiffen and He came deep into my ass. Master rested on top of my body with His cock inside for the next 10 minutes.  i have always loved the period after Master cums inside my ass.  His cock gradually softens, but it feels so natural to have Him inside me. i enjoy squeezing every drop from His cock with every flex of my sphincter. Sometimes Master will let me suck His cock clean after pulling out of me, but He was not in the mood today. Before Master left the room to clean Himself up, He tied my wrists to the ends of the headboard on the bed.

When Master returned, this slave begged for more training. Master graciously agreed. He instructed me to enter the Master Bedroom and bend over the foot of the bed.  Master asked me to call out a number.  "Ten," i said. Master proceeded to paddle me ten times - 5 times on each cheek. Master then asked for another number. i asked for 20 this time.  Master switched to a flogger and began to alternate between flogging my ass and my back.  By the end of the flogging, i wished i had asked for more. i was just beginning to enjoy the rhythmic sting of the flogger before Master ended hard strokes for flogs 19 & 20. Next time, i will ask for more.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Locked Chastity

Chastity is one of the disciplines that Master requires of me. Beginning on January 12 of this year, Master  locked my genitals (His property) in a CB 6000

As a slave, i no longer decide when i have an orgasm. When my cock becomes erect, it cannot fully expand. Over time, my cock has become less prone to prolonged stimulation. When it grows to meet the walls of my cage, it does not take long for it soften.

Because cumming is no longer a choice for me, it makes it easier for me to focus on my Master's needs. This often means that i bring Master to orgasm fully knowing that i will not be allowed to cum. My Master's orgasm thus becomes a vicarious experience for me. i proudly wear my CB 6000 because i know that Master intends to save me for Himself.

One of my favorite parts of the day is when i come home from work or other times to my Master. When i come home, i fully disrobes and kneel at the foot of the bed in Master's bedroom and wait for Master to acknowledge me. When Master stand before me, He places his hands on my head and often says, "Hello boy." My response is "Hello Master. How may i serve You, Master."

Yesterday in this ritual, Master had me rub his feet, one of which is particularly sore. i could tell this helped Him relax. After rubbing each foot, i licked and sucked Master's toes. Master enjoys having His feet treated in this way more than i thought He would. this slave enjoys making His Master happy.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

My first post

Introductions are in order. i live in Memphis as a gay male slave owned by my Master. Memphis is often called the biggest small town in America. For that reason, i will not be revealing my name or my Master's name on this blog.

My Master and i have been together for more than a decade, and W/we were legally married in another state not too long ago. i am completely devoted to my Master. i have always been a submissive and felt a calling to be a slave to my Husband. About 4 weeks ago, my Husband agreed to adopt a set of rules as my Master that i must live by in obedient service to Him.

i have read other blogs kept by both fellow slaves and their Masters. Based on my limited reading, i have surmised that each M/s relationship is different. Relationships are for the people who are in them: M/s relationship are no different.

I commend the following blogs to those who wish to learn about other gay male M/s experiences:
Master began with a few simple rules for me on January 8, 2010:
  1. slave shall obey Master and always strive to make Him happy.
  2. slave shall maintain daily log of activities as instructed by his Master.
  3. slave shall exercise 75 minutes every day (at least 15 minutes of cardio activity) and remain within his caloric limit each week.
  4. slave shall refrain from sexual gratification and wear a chastity device as instructed by Master.
  5. slave shall be naked when in the Master bedroom and bathroom and always within the presence of Sir.
  6. slave shall address Master and Sir, as such, unless otherwise specified by Master.
  7. The Master may establish capricious rules for the day that the slave shall obey.
  8. slave shall accept the consequences of disobedience with gratitude.
Sir is another Dom who first advised me and then my Master on M/s relationships. He continues to advise Master.

Today has been a good day. Master complimented this slave for following His commands today.